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rawrr it's been a horrid day i needa grow my fuse longer and stop short before i lash out it's getting to be quite a bad habit.

oh my gooodness me, what a screamer a bullet right into the top corner of the net, there's our 3 points, there's our season rumbling on our way we can only get better, come on manchester united.



so here's to you mr robinson, NANI NANI poo poo.

3 bonus points for captain teveZzZzZzzZ PWEASE??

Ive been a liar and I'll never amount to
The kind of person You deserve to worship You
You say You will not dwell on what I did but rather what I do.

You said
"I love you and thats what you are getting yourself into."

grins. :D

boring deyyy.

i never knew laptops overheated, been using my one week old laptop for 14 hours a day now think it's going to burn up rather soon, shall use it in moderation together with my trusty rusty old com where ive got non laggy win xp and FM and ALL MY SONGS AND RECEIVED FILES AND PICTURES. =)

in the process of downloading wow on my laptop now cant wait for it to be completed so i can at least get to play something (which was why i got this thing in the first place) hmm wonder how i'll get to level if im not supposed to use it for long hours on end. what bout instances and stuff? IVAN RUSH ME PLEASE.

zhen said to take out the battery and just plug the compy in. um. i wonder if that works for this thing, any other advice people? esp with acer laptops? ed what say youu

had another early morning driving lesson today was darn sleepy cos i didnt sleep early for this one so i was extra careful. was quite careless though and my reflexes were quite abit slower which scared my instructor pretty much "BRAKE! BRAKE HARD! CANT YOU SEE THE CAR IN FRONT" of course i did it's right in front of me i just um reacted quite a little bit slower :p but hey we're alright arent we? :D drove relatively well in general though, especially on the way back to the mrt station so hooray for that.

munched on burger king breakfast, went home, couldnt sleep, won world cup with England on fm (paul robinson is a clown pwis the teddy pwns him worx), conked out finally, got up and watched v for vendetta for the first time in awhile super movie and spent the evening with mummy.

oh me and ah neh made a football blog, we havent done our first post yet though, it's nothing much really just somewhere to rant about all things footy from the epl to the fpl to our church matches to fm and fifa and josh oh's rigged winning eleven angle. well whatever we feel like writing realy so watch out for it :)

wah i really need to phrase and express myself better rawrrr i hate it when mummy talks to me when im halfway through typing it can get quite annoying pffft.

oh well as the al ameen tamileh says "WHATS DONE CANNOT BE UNDONE DEYY"

so mm just leave it to God i guess =)

we're really never going back there btw.

oh and im really damn sick of having lunch alone at burger king reading the new paper and sipping ice lemon tea, it really stinks and by the time im done im so bored im half asleep in the afternoon at like 3. wah that's not the way lah

*shakes head*

shades of memento there one of the best videos one can ever have for a song really =)

it's been a good day :)

i need to be spending them much more fruitfully though.

`zÀćĦ´ all i want is the one i can't resist¨ says:
create chances for yourself hawn, dont always wait for the through ball

HAHAHA now i must say im not the kinda striker who waltzes his way past 4-5 defenders in brilliant eye catching fashion to round it off with an equally spectacular top corner finish

im a goal poacher the fox in the box the kind who senses the openings and makes intelligent runs off the ball and gets into the best goal scoring positions, the goalmouth menace who lingers around all the time (hahaha aptly put isnt it :p) who pounces onto that killer pass or that loose ball bobbling around the area in a flash and sticks it into the back of the net.

now how about that slight opening eh? how bout a chance?

i'd take it and you'd be clinically and gloriously swept away. it's what i do.

but i havent had a sniff.



HAHA best koped goal ive ever seen david nugent rushes forward to make 100% sure the ball ends up into the back of the net.

FPL SIA.

ohmygooodness listened to muse again for the first time in a long while today and i must say they really are one of the most talented alternative rock bands ive ever heard fusing electronic rock with classical and romantic influences

really suuper my kind of music the perfect modern day rock band really.

and hysteria's still my favourite blog song of all time maybe i'll change it back heh heh

manchester city 1 manchester united 0

the epitome of smash and grab both literally and figuratively. The thing was, no one in particular was really below par, most if not all performed admirably but united truly looked quite lost out there. It was one of those occassions where it was all just alright but something was lacking, that cutting edge that spark of brilliance that stamp of authority and ownership in a game so often meted out by a united side in full flow.

it's really times like these when you're putting your best foot forth but all doesnt seem feel or go right and something's evidently missing when you bury your face in your hands and run them through your hair in rabid frustration.

and in united's case it's the fiery passion of wayne rooney and silky skills of cristiano ronaldo that we sorely miss for 3 months and 3 weeks respectively but of course im not just talking about football.

2 measely points from a possible 9. 7 away from our cross town rivals who had beaten us this afternoon who have had a 100% start to the season, not to mention liverpool chelsea and arsenal -- all traditional rivals who have all chalked up wins already, something united havent done as of yet, the champions of previous year languishing in an unfamiliar 16th position.

The odds seem firmly stacked up but we're united and we never die, we've come back from worst off 2-0 down in turin against juventus in the first 10 minutes to win 3-2 in the end and who could forget may 26th 1999 "oooh teddy teddy" sheringham's equaliser in the 91st minute and subsequently "solskjaer has won it" in the 93rd to turn a game totally around from almost certain defeat and in more recent times rooney's 93rd minute winner against ac milan, john o'shea's 91st minute winner against liverpool. Everton 2-0 up and cruising with half an hour to go when united produced a scintillating 4 goal display. this is what we're all about fight,bite, grit, determination, passion, character and a spirit that refuses to lay down and die. if we can turn it round in a game itself with 10 20 minutes to go what more the 35 that lie ahead?

today though, was horrifcly frustrating and disappointing.

penultimately carlos tevez's feeble attempt at using his head when the opportunity presened itself to him only centimetres away from goal summed it up perfectly. precision deserting the former west ham player when it was called upon.

in lieu of the weather nowadays.

to the nearly dead genre of rock n roll. heard it at newyork newyork that day and what a classic in every sense of the word.



here's a live version, definitely learning how to play that solo at the end before i die (hardly a solo that's more emotion-invoking than this one cept maybe november rain) :)

There she stood in the doorway;
I heard the mission bell
And I was thinking to myself,
'This could be Heaven or this could be Hell'
Then she lit up a candle and she showed me the way
There were voices down the corridor,
I thought I heard them say...

Welcome to the Hotel California
Such a lovely place
Such a lovely face

Her mind is Tiffany-twisted, she got the Mercedes-Benz
She got a lot of pretty, pretty boys, that she calls friends
How they dance in the courtyard, sweet summer sweat.
Some dance to remember, some dance to forget

And she said 'We are all just prisoners here, of our own device
And in the master's chambers,
They gathered for the feast
The stab it with their steely knives
But they just can't kill the beast

Last thing I remember, I was
Running for the door
I had to find the passage back
To the place I was before
'Relax,' said the night man,
We are programmed to receive.
You can checkout any time you like,
but you can never leave!

best national day in years, well in terms of it being a fun and fruitful public holiday anyway not so in celebrating our nation's independence day though oops, sent zhen off on the night of national day eve before making our way to josh's to play CITADELS (a medieval turn-based card building game that's truckloads of fun GO GOOGLE IT :p) bummed around channel and web surfing after that till 4am so we could order mcdonalds breakfast before me ivan and dave conked out on the sofa bed. slept quite well for the first time at josh's i was actually on the verge or in the middle of a dream when i heard a loud knock followed by blinding lights and ivan's distinct vocals

"EH WAKE UP HOI WAKE UP FOOD COME ALREADY GO EAT GO EAT WHO HAVENT PAY YET I NEED MONEY"

ahhaha and so me and dave got up groggily and shoved 10 bucks into ivan's hands and made our way to the dining table when eman found out he had been short changed and exclaimed

"EH I ORDERED SAUSAGE MCMUFFIN WITH EGG THIS THING HAS NO EGG IN IT WAHLAU"

called mcdonalds to complain and got them to send a new burger with an extra hashbrown for compensation. shared it amongst ourselves so breakfast was pretty hearty hooray and promptly slotted myself comfortably back into the sofa bed as soon as i was done :D

had a pretty decent dream forgot what or who it was about but i had slept for a good 4 hours and woken up with a smile on my face so that's always suuper. ivan suggested citadels again but everyone was too woozy to want to use their brains (well at least for me anyway) or busy doing something insignificant or another so we just didnt as ivan wld put it "gather gather together" so in the end the citadels idea just faded off. bummed around some more watching cable, nothing nice was on but we were just talking nonsense bout whatever was happening anyway so it wasnt all that bad.

still it could have been better and we were getting really bored so we started discussing bout what we shld be doing later in the day when we found out they were showing sky high on disney channel (FINALLY SOMETHING GOOD ON TV) so we were all quite hyped up to watch it. finally decided on playing lan halfway through the movie so we made our way down to beauty world for some cs and dota while we screamed our lungs out.

decided to go our separate ways after that, got home took a nice hot shower, tried to watch the ndp but i was nodding off so i gave up and went to bed heh.

really, it's been a suuper 36 hours thank you God :)
and as the previous post and the song goes,
"All these places have their moments
With lovers and friends i still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life i've loved them all"

on another note,



ahhahah ive really taken to this picture, wayne roooney after tucking away the winning penalty against chelsea in the community shield going "yeap that settles it we win so shushh" with a cheeky smirk.

oh and i must add i really love the hue of the red of the united jersey this year though the white stripes and the new font of the numbers and player names on the back really irk me.

which reminds me football this sunday yes ahh going to be scoring goals for fun and then going home to watch united kick off their season in emphatic style against reading :D

In My Life -- The Beatles

There are places i'll remember
All my life though some have changed
Some forever not for better
Some have gone and some remain
All these places have their moments
With lovers and friends i still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life i've loved them all

But of all these friends and lovers
There is no one compares with you
And these memories lose their meaning
When i think of love as something new
Though i know i'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know i'll often stop and think about them
In my life i love you more

too tired to do a proper tribute entry for now will get it done when i do have the time.

but thanks and goodbye smithy, for the wonderful memories of your undying, committed and spirited performances on the pitch for Manchester United, you were pure legend, a fighter who pounded every blade of grass on the pitch and never shirked in giving your entire being for the team's cause. you were our hero smudge,



and we'd definitely miss you.



newcastle have got themselves a bargain.

i never said thankyou for that.

i may not be a lot of things, have never been really

but God's been reminding me over the past weeks that there are certain things i must grasp and you never let go of no matter what happens, because these things are in essence the very fabric of my character, it may not look like much, but without it everything just seems hollow, the way i interact with people just becomes an empty routine which doesnt have any of me in it at all smacked with a sense of apathy and cynicism that just reeks of superficiality because perhaps i had never really seen the value of who i was or what i did, that when circumstances turned against me, i turned my back away in disgust vowing i'd never allow myself to be hurt again.

and right now i think im clinging onto all of the wrong things and letting go of all the ones that i should be holding on to like beliefs and values which i was taught to ever since i was a kid. things like faith, hope, sincerity, truth, love and more importantly God Himself.

but i'll never let what little i had and held on to desperately in the past errode away, and im pretty sure God wont allow it too. =) what im turning into, it's ugly and i dont just mean the rashes and the pimples and the small eyes and the huge tummy =p