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"ahh i guess now we know what kind of dog he is, he's a melancholy!! HAR HAR HAR. oh. nothing? no one's laughing oh wait i should have said he was a chi WA-WA..... HAR HAR HAR. still nothing? rawrr I DONT HAVE TO FREAKING IMPRESS YOU"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

"DAMN YOU I WILL NOT BE IGNORED! GET BACK IN HERE! GET BACK IN HERE AND LOVE ME!"

"hello, yes, i'll have a big helping of the pretentious crap."

"you know, it wldnt kill you to contribute to this conversation."

"i hate this place."

"oh come on that's so lame, every hot girl who can aim a camera thinks she's a photographer like ooooh you took a black and white picture of the lawn in its shadow and developed it at save-on you must be so brooding and deeep."

"ooh i get it, your girlfriend's a MORON. but a moron with big breasts you can use it as mountains for your little matchbox cars or whatever it is grown ups do with big breats."

"ohkay brian. you can do this. you can dump her. because once its done you will never ever have to hear her talk like this? you know where everything has a question mark at the end of it? with an upward inflection? at the end of every sentence?"



stewie's the best baby ever. HAHA

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you



Ill be there as soon as I can
But Im busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before


muse is beautiful.

"ohh ohh i thought that dot on your head was from a sniper rifle."

"Peter! This dot is a sacred endornment, its a portal, an opening through which all life's goodness, rejuvenation, joy and ecstacy may enter the human form."

"Forget it you neglectful swag-bellied measle, you had your chance and you blew it! and now you're too late."

HAHAHAHA family guy's the best ever.

I wanted freedom
bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
but I'm addicted.

now that you know I'm trapped sense of elation
you'd never dream of
breaking this fixation.

you will squeeze the life out of me.


hahah no shit.

the greatest song in the world




Soulless is everywhere.
Destroy the spineless
Show me its real
Wasting our last chance
To come away
Just break a silence
Cause Im drifting away
Away from you

or being lied about. dont deal in lies.

I'm well aware that everything
Is a far cry from all right
I'm well aware that all of us
Can at times, be too uptight
And possibly, the remedy
Is a dose of apathy
I'll point my finger at me
I hope you'll point yours right back at you

To commemorate tonight's horrid horrid disaster

I BET YOU LOOK GOOD ON THE DANCEFLOOR

Stop making the eyes at me, I'll stop making the eyes at you
And what it is that surprises me, is that I don't really want you to
And your shoulders are frozen, cold as the night
Over you're an explosion, you're dynamite
Your name isn't real, but I don't care for sand
Lighting the fuse might result in a bang, ber ber bang go.

I bet that you look good on the dancefloor
I don't know if you're looking for romance or...
I don't know what you're looking for
I bet that you look good on the dancefloor
Dancing to electro-pop like a robot from 1984

I wish you'd stop ignoring me, because you're sending me to despair
Without a sound you're calling me, and I don't think it's very fair
That your shoulders are frozen, cold as the night
Oh you're an explosion, you're dynamite
Your name isn't real, but I don't care for sand
Lighting the fuse might result in a bang, ber ber bang go.

Oh there int no love no, Montague's or Capulets
just banging tunes in DJ sets and
Dirty dancefloors and dreams of naughtiness


like a robot from 1984

oh dear my internet's screwing up
1/4 of my messages dont get through on msn,
my youtube videos dont load at all
and only half of my blog appears, the picture and the posts i dont get to see my tagboard rawr and i dont think it's singnet this time. sighh.

sitting alone in the dead of the night in front of the computer after a nice warm shower with the fan blowing straight at you and your headphones blaring the beatles feels absolutely wonderful.

ive gotten about 20 songs from them and none of them's disappointed so far.they're cheeky and fun loving, whimsical but never whiny, with nice guitar tunes that has a touch of reminiscence to it.

hahah british just does it for me really, so here's to the suuper John Lennon, Paul McCartney, George Harrison and Ringo Starr.


i've got to admit it's getting better, a little better all the time.
(it cant get no worse)

i was sinking
lower, sinking
cause i lost the things i held on to
they let me think a thought
a thought that i would know was not
of seeing my dream come true

i was thinking
over thinking
about how far i had let this go
one more guy/girl chiche
i know now you're just in the way
of me and my dream come true

saw a rainbow today

it was beautiful and it's only the 2nd time ive seen a rainbow with colours as clear and distinct as this one

and its arc, it stretched a curvy,sharp semi circle across the greyish-blue sky, from about ahneh's place to my uncle's.

that just reminded me of noah's own ark, how detailed it was, how obedient he was and most of all, how when the whole world was sinning, and perhaps he looked like the odd idiot out, but he stood his ground and committed everything to God and just had a really cool intimate relationship with God.

that was it really, God made me realise that He was God, the almighty, the one who holds the answers and solutions, to troubles in our lives, He holds the details to our own personal ark and He would give it to us because He loves us so much, but we or rather i dont get it sometimes cos we're flimsy in our relationship with God, or we look at the circumstances and we lose faith and confidence and become cynical and worldly and in the end we have no ark or a very distorted one that wldnt last in the rain.

anyway i didnt see the rainbow at first when ah neh just stood there and went "oh my God" and i looked around and went "huh? what? are you ohkay what happened?" and i had no idea it was there till i saw him looking up and there it was in all its magnificent splendour and glory, the rainbow's a symbol of God's promise, a seal to His word, a new hope, and just like many of God's promises i dont think ive seen and claimed most of them, ive just been walking by looking at the floor and shuffling my feet through life and God reminded me that I had to look up sometimes, to see the blessings and things that He had for me and not pass them by anymore.

As we walked to the bus stop, ah neh was like "superr.. rainbow on the first day of 2007!" and that just reminded me of 2006 it's been a year of growing and maturing for me, not only in the Lord, but in the world as well, ive been meeting new pple, ive made new friends, ive learnt many lessons in the way i interact with people, ive been a cell intern who hasnt done anything, ive been a worship leader who's been enthusiastic and gave his all into it but didnt do very well, ive tried helping people to experience the magnificence of God's love, ive been a really sweet and horrible son at the same time, ive been kicked out of my house, ive been going out more than i used to in the last 2 years combined and it orginally felt like this year really sucked, i didnt get much accomplished and im homeless now but ive learnt a lot through the times ive failed, and ive learnt to have great heart to heart talks face to face instead of just online, like my social life just doesnt consist of goingout in huge grps and shouting out dumb comments or something (not that that's not fun or it's wrong, its just rather sad if that's the only way i know how to talk to people), i really appreciate the times with my friends when there were just 3 or 4 of us and we just talked about serious stuff and joked around too, things like that and i really wanna thank all of you for making this year such a fond one =)

oh and the rainbow reminded me of the super nice layered colourful nonya kueh too YUMMYYY. :D