Image: my dad, ohman's birthday Editing - pinkaholic :D
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And the shit, shock, horror
You've seen your future bride
Oh but it's oh so absurd
For you to say the first word
So you waited

and waited

and (dum dum dum dum dum)


ohmygooodness i love the artic monkeys, changed the blog song to this one :)

I wanna stand up, I wanna let go
You know, you know - no you don't, you don't
I wanna shine on in the hearts of men
I want a meaning from the back of my broken hand

Another head aches, another heart breaks
I'm so much older than I can take
And my affection, well it comes and goes
I need direction to perfection

So help me out
Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner
You know you got to help me out, yeah







Over and in, last call for sin
While everyone's lost, the battle is won
With all these things that You've done
All these things that You've done :)

Night before last i reasoned that since i only slept for an hour on saturday and i havent really compensated for it,

I shld just go to bed immediately after project runway.

And as i climbed into bed, it felt like it was gonna be one of those great nights when sleep was gonna feel really good

Within 10 minutes i was on my way to dreaming of a certain someone for the first time in a long long while when i botched it up cos i was too excited and ended up remaining conscious instead.

wahhlauu. (here's your picture tham)



so for the next 20 minutes i tried chasing that beautiful dream that got away but to no avail, crap.

No matter, i got to sleep anyway and my goodness what a super night it was, i had 4 dreams back to back and i have no recollection at all of what happened exactly, all i remembered was something about being a secret agent and they were somehow linked like a movie saga, and it was great fun, entertainment and rest at the same time, and by the time i got up at noon the next day all i wanted to do was to go back to sleep.

If you dont already know by now, i appreciate good sleep very much so i really wanna thank God for it man.

anyway speaking of dreams and stuff, this is the car of my dreams (it's really pretty!)



i like the front part, they look like a nice set of teeth, like a nice smile of some sort

"But their success on the pitch came from playing fantastically well as a unit, and in adapting that 'pack of hunting dogs' mentality in attack and defence that Ferguson preached and asked for. Manchester United defended in numbers, attacked in droves, fought for the ball on every inch of the pitch and from start to finish were pushing the opposition to the limit."

i feel it's really sad how there's this perpetual fear of our own needs when we really should be looking out for others. :) gone are the days where "it's not knowing that your friends have got your back, it's knowing that you've got theirs" (Green Street Hooligans) to me, it's a beautiful thing when people try to care for each other rather than themselves, when they look outward instead of inward, cos as humans when you look inwardly you naturally become a lot more overly important and greedy and selfish. Of course, there's the danger of being treated like a doormat, when you're expected to care for others, but your own needs arent important. Or the other way around as well, when others give you the love and concern that you so crave and then you start taking advantadge or them for granted. I believe that a balance must be found, and it's one of the most difficult things to do in life, and you're always learning as you grow up, even the adults i know, loads of them are overly suspicious and careful and pensive and it just makes things feel really uncomfortable, when you're treated like you've got a hidden agenda or like a prospective backstabber when you're absolutely nothing of that sort. I've decided I would never want to grow up to be like that, to start off with someone with the mentality that he/she's got the capacity to hurt you, knowing that he/she probably thinks the same about you. I've decided that I want to grow up to be someone that's always looking after the needs of my friends and that also means never ever someone who takes too much or anyone for granted. That's the kind of grown up that I pray I would be, and that I'd be able to stick to these values and never waver just because, the world's self-gratifying so i should need to do that too.

You might say that im naive or stupid and that people will always be selfish, but I would never ever want to short change anyone just because of me and though sometimes the world compels you to do so, i know i would feel a whole lot more at peace with myself and with God if i try my utmost not to be, instead of succumbing to the worldly ways of deception suspicion and paranoia.

I think i miss the days when things like that werent so evident. I miss my fellow pack of hungry, loyal dogs i really do.

"Individual farmers and ks-ers dont win dota matches. Gang bangers do =D"

STILL TAKE YOU HOME

Well It's ever so funny
Coz I don't think you're special I don't think you're cool
You're just probably alright
But under these lights you look beautiful
And I'm struggling
I can't see through your fake tan
Oh ya know it for a fact
That everybody's eating outta your hands

What do you know?
Oh you know nothing!
But I'll still take you home
Yeah, I'll still take you home
What do you know?
Oh you don't know nothing!

Fancy seeing you in here
You're all tarted up, and you don't look the same
I haven't seen you since last year
Yeah, surprisingly you have forgotten my name
But you know it
Yeah you knew it all along
Oh you say you have forgotten
But you're fibbin', oh don't tell me I'm wrong

I fancy you with a passion
You're a Topshop princess, a rockstar too
You're a fad you're a fashion
And i'm havin a job trying to talk to you
But it's alright, put it all on one-side
Cause everybody's looking
You got control of everyone's eyes
Including mine


i love the arctic monkeys :D