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"No matter about the past. I'm here to try to do a job and achieve something for Leeds United Football Club and I'll give them as much as I can give them."

"I'm not very tall, but I'll give them everything I've got."

"Looking at the (Southend) game you could see that some things were wrong and they need to change and we're here with different ideas and to do things we think are right that will get us out of trouble."

"They do need confidence, that's important and they need to be together, they need to be in it together - that's the most important part,"

"Im ready to instill in the side a bit of bite and a winning mentality, I want them to be like the Leeds of the old - passionate, full of grit, determination and never afraid to get stuck into a full blooded tackle, a bit of a nasty streak if you want to call it that"

Wise words :)

LEAVE BEFORE THE LIGHTS COME ON

Well this is a good idea,
He wouldn't do it if it wasn't,
He wouldn't do it if it wasn't one.
Well my friend fancies you,
Oh what a way to begin it all,
You said it's always exciting words to hear

And we woke up together not quite realising how,
Oh when your stretching and yawning,
Its always hard in the morning,

And I suppose that's the price you pay,
Oh it isn't what it was,
She's thinking he looks different today,
And oh there's nothing left to guess now,

You left before the lights came on,
Because you didn't want to ruin,
All the lust that was brewing,
Before he absolutely had to,
And how can you wake up,
With someone you don't love?
And not feel slightly fazed by it,
Oh, he had a struggle,

And you woke up together not quite realising how,
Oh but he's stretching and yawning,
It's always hard in the morning,

And I suppose that's the price you pay,
Oh it isn't what it was,
She's thinking he looks different today,
And oh there's nothing left to guess now,

Quick, let's leave, before the lights come on,
'Cos then you don't have to see,
'Cos then you don't have to see,
What you've done,

Quick, let's leave, before the lights come on,
'Cos then you don't have to see,
'Cos then you don't have to see,
What you've done,

Until tomorrow comes,

I'll walk you up, what time's the bus come?
I'll walk you up, what time's the bus come?
I'll walk you up, what time's the bus come?
I'll walk you up, what time's the bus come?


seriously if the arctic monkeys continue writing super songs like these i dont have to blog properly ever again :p

suuperr. today's got to be one of the most fruitful and fun holi-days of my life man. seriously it's no use having loads of holidays if they arent nearly as great as today.

got up early (10 am's early) to have yummy banana prata with ah neh before going home to have a little dose of catching up and chatting online.

Met josh after that and we strolled to ah neh's place where we were joined shortly after by earnest and benja hahahah and then we played WINNING ELEVEN 10 while shouting and rolling around the floor in fits of laughter as benja absolves himself of all blame when it's damn obviously his fault, when me and ah neh carved out a host of chances and saw ah neh's shot saved by the keeper before i blasted the ball against the bar when i had the goal at my mercy and then seeing the ball bounce to ah neh who tamely took a shot at the covering defender, three bites at the cherry and we still cldnt score a goal wth, when josh and ah neh did their customary goal celebrations and gloating while the other wld attempt to grab the goal scorer's controller and press start before the goal's replayed 10 times over. HAHAHA

had dinner at the coffeshop after that and benja went on his usual koping spreee. HAHA benja you owe me a shrimp. poor guy got his hand smacked by earnest twice though aiyohh.

went to my condo poolside after that to enjoy the breeze, sit around, catchup, talk bout all sorts of stuff and basically enjoy each other's company just like the good old days when after soccer we wld prop up the fan in the cafe, cool down and talk bout nonsense before strolling back to class half an hour late

seriously when im with the neubroknights, there's this feeling of being part of a brotherhood,a family, and a kind of peace like i wld never ever feel inadequate and not right with myself. I mean even though i still behave stupidly around them sometimes i wld never have to worry about anything cos if anybody were to understand or to shut me up it'll be them. it's just like what we used to say just.. "BAM! shititallout!" HAHAHA and i realised today that every neubroknight from neubronner to lye's made a lasting impact on my life in their own unique manner and im really thankful to God that I got to spend so many wonderful years with them with many more to come.

hahaha it's just like what benja said really "the neubroknights have formed the backbone of my life."

and i hear somewhere in the distance benja shouting "YOU UNORIGINAL SHIT!!"

HAHA

there's nothing like the neubroknights. ever.

of 4.4 ACSI class of 2003 ---- 96738849!!

5. YOU PROBABLY COULDN'T SEE FOR THE LIGHTS BUT YOU WERE STARING STRAIGHT AT ME

One look sends it coursing through the veins oh how the feeling races
Back up to their brains to form expressions on there stupid faces
They don't want to say hello
Like I want to say hello
Oh the heartbeats at its peak when you're coming up to speak

And I'm so tense, never tenser
Could all go a bit Frank Spencer?
I'm talking gibberish, tip of the tongue but I can't deliver it
...Properly, oh it's all getting on top of me
And if it weren't this dark you'd see how red my face has gone

Everybody's trying to crack the jokes and that to make you smile
Those that claim that they're not showing off are drowning in denial
They're not half as bad as me say anything and I'll agree
When it comes to acting up, I'm sure I could write the book

And now that you're more than a part in the play
It's slightly easier to think what to say
You had us all, standing on our heads
Doing our best tricks

Never again, will there be another one that's as desirable as you

ahh here's a quiz ive got to complete cos i got tagged by jessie.

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE.
Name: Shawn
Birth date: 29th august 1987
Current status: single (:
Eye colour: white and black i think
Hair colour: black
Righty or Lefty: righty
Zodiac Sign: virgo rabbit
LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE.
Your heritage: chinese LOL
Your fears: mummylim haha
Your weaknesses: laziness
Your perfect pizza: pepperoni
LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
Your thoughts first waking up: oops slept too much
Your bedtime: around 1-4am
Your most missed memory: 2003
LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King: BK
Single or group dates: single
Adidas or Nike: nike
Lipton tea or Nestea: lipton definite .
Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino
LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: YUCK! NEVERR
.Curse: i try not to
Take a shower: yes at least thrice a day
Have a crush: nope
Think you've been in love: most definitely
School: urm yes i go to school. twice a week :p
Want to get married: of course!
Believe in yourself: i believe in God more
Think you're a health-freak: erm nope
LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH.
Drank alcohol: yup!
Gone to the mall: duh!
Been on stage: yesterday!
Eaten sushi: yup!
Dyed your hair: nope
LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER?
Played a stripping game: nope!
Changed who you were to fit in: not really
LAYER EIGHT
Age you're hoping to be married: erm 28-30 aroudn there
LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL/GUY.
Best eye colour: green or blue
Best hair colour: doesnt matter
.Short or long hair: i'd prefer long hair but seriously it doesnt really matter.
LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.
1 minute ago: talking online
1 hour ago: watching scrubs
4.5 hours ago: sleeping
1 month ago: erm probably my exams
1 year ago: going to school and stuff you know same old boring routine.
LAYER ELEVEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE.
I love: God, My mum, Neubroknights, Frisk, all my closest friends
I feel: woozy and blur and a little brain dead.
I hate: vegetables.
I hide: nothing much
I miss: having good meaningful conversations.
I need: to cheer up and be a little less cynical.

it's like

putting your foot through the ball so naturally and sweetly
and watching as the ball flies towards that sacred unsave-able corner of the goal.
the goalkeeper throws himself, body at full stretch
desperately trying to claw the ball away
but nothing's going to stop it now,
it whizzes past him and
your hands jerk a little in anticipation,
waiting to burst forth in celebration as soon as the ball nestles into the back of the net.

but it wasnt to be (yet again)
as the ball smacks the frame of the goal
with a sickening thud and the same hands you were about to celebrate with
are now covering your gaping mouth,
wide open with disbelief.

so close. but just not good enough.
centimetres away from jubilation,
it slips into insignificance and unimportance
as the defender hacks the ball far far away
and it's all over.

but i will not rue that missed chance,
i will not let that missed opportunity linger.
It's a lesson learnt, an experience gained.
and the next time the ball lands at my feet,
it'll be swept home with conviction,
it'll be finished clinically.
Soon I'll explode into form, play like I know I can
and just... flow.