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the feeling of standing right in front of goal, watching the ball leave your foot and go hopelessly wide right, left or over has got to be one of the sickest ever.

then you bend over and bury your head in your hands, fingers running through your hair as your face winces in anguish, knowing that you've fluffed your chance at glory.

today i smacked two over, side footed one with my right foot to the corner flag, 2 whizzed wide with my left, hit the post once, dragged the ball just wide after that, had the ball tapped away lightly by my team mate just as i was bout to pull the trigger and passed the ball to the keeper countless times.

i managed to put one away though.. but

man i need more football.

i shall resolve to never be selfish and stupid and insensitive ever ever again. no matter how crappy and irritated or screwed up i feel it just doesnt give me an excuse to not bother nor take the people i love around me for granted im really sorry maybe i could have tried harder and been there for you when you really needed someone.

it's just not right and it's downright ugly.

"i think im gonna cry even more tmr."
"ohkay."

"im not feeling much better myself."
"yea i realised."

arrrghhh. that's got to be almost the stupidest most retarded non comforting thing one can say.

it's quite sad how ive abused my holidays really.

ohkay got tagged by dave so i've got to post 8 qualities of my ideal girl. if not he'll hound and spam my tagboard and i dont want that so here goes:

1. a fervent God lover!

2. um she's got to be really family oriented, not only for our own but for all of our extended family as well, to be able to respect elders and be nice and polite to them.

3. she has to be joyful! it wldnt be nice to be with someone who's sulking half the time

4. she's got to be fun and funny!

5. um. hmm she's got to be really pure at heart and in thought, not to be double minded and scheming, selfish and worldly. but yet be shrewd enough not to be taken advantadge of, if you get what i mean. and also to possess a Godly-love for others yeap yeap.

6. a nice smile would be nice =)

7. mm we've got to communicate our ideas and thoughts meaningfully and sincerely with each other.

8. she musnt be a nag. telling me to do stuff's fine. nagging's like repeating the same thing 10 times. no shrill high pitched voice and screaming that's just super duper irritating.

hahaha since im on a roll i shall add one more

9. she's got to have strong, raggard character -- sticking with each other (our family) through tough decisions and stuff.

I TAG FUR IF YOU READ THIS
I TAG BRANDON LYE he already has a list ahhaha
I TAG JESSIE
AND I TAG SHANIN

if any of you dont do this, dave will haunt you.

ahhaha dinner tonight with mummylim was great fun. we had curry chicken that mummylim whooped up in like 15 mins or soo and it was yummy!

mummylim scooping me the thigh
"nahh give you thigh. i know you like thigh"
me "hehehe. YEAP I LOVE THIGH. JASMINE THIGH. =D"
mum "huh. shut up lah."

advertisement on living a healthy lifestyle comes up on tv
mummylim looks intently like she's really interested
guy on tv "for just half an hour a dayy..."
mummylim nods her head
guy on tv "for 5 days a week!"
mummylim "SIAO AH WANT ME TO DIE IS IT"
me "HAHAHAHAHAHAH"

pretty ironic considering what the ad's about.

oh and independence day's a really really heart warming show. shant go much deeper into it cos im lazy but watching it sorta helps you realise there's much more meaning in life than petty squabbles and selfish needs. shall download it tmr hehe =)

ah neh "and what if she ... .... ... "

me "then.. um. suck thumb lah"


suck thumb
(Singlish) Shut up and stop complaining.

hahah eh you confirm got remember my birthday =)

2nd Timothy 2:23-24

Dont have anything to do with foolish and stupid arguments, because you know they produce quarrels. And the Lord's servant must not quarrel; instead he must be kind to everyone, able to teach, not resentful.