Monday, April 25, 2005
hahaha something just happened which made me think of a phrase from benja's blog. sorrie benja im gonna kope stuff from ur blog again. but yea." there should be this day/celebration where people can pretend to be drunk and tell everyone wad they think of each other. then all the lovers would get together and the enemies would stop pretending. and if anything went wrong, we'd just pretend we were drunk (: "
honestly, the pretense, the lack of courage to say whatever I need to say, the thinking of consequences, the manipulating of people, the self-consciousness, the growing up.
is too much for me to bear. time to get drunk.
on the holy spirit ;)