Image: my dad, ohman's birthday Editing - pinkaholic :D
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and when saturday comes and i feel alright. =) cos i know that im gonna be there. Saturday comes and i feel like singing. Football is life! Come on England!! :)

Drops Of Jupiter

Now that she's back in the atmosphere
With drops of jupiter in her hair, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there's time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like june, hey, hey

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there

Now that she's back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey
She checks out mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that there's time to grow, hey, hey

Now that she's back in the atmosphere
I'm afraid that she might think of me as plain ol' jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the milky way
And tell me, did venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you're wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone
Conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the milky way

hahaha something just happened which made me think of a phrase from benja's blog. sorrie benja im gonna kope stuff from ur blog again. but yea.

" there should be this day/celebration where people can pretend to be drunk and tell everyone wad they think of each other. then all the lovers would get together and the enemies would stop pretending. and if anything went wrong, we'd just pretend we were drunk (: "

honestly, the pretense, the lack of courage to say whatever I need to say, the thinking of consequences, the manipulating of people, the self-consciousness, the growing up.

is too much for me to bear. time to get drunk.

on the holy spirit ;)

crap i dont even know how to put what i feel into words. this is my passion, what i love so much, and yet it seemed like it was all taken away from me. I really feel bitter about watching my dream being played out by others and i dont really understand y God gave me such feelings if He wasnt gonna make anything come out of it. I dont understand but i believe that He's doing whatever's best for me, but please, fuel me in the stuff that You want me to do. I hate my heart's desires.

And i know that i shldnt be feeling this way. My brain tells me what i should do but i cant help feeling sad when i should be happy.

And at the end of it, Im really exhausted. and hurt. Im really afraid one day im just gonna burst into tears in front of everybody. Lord I need Your help. If it's Your will, take it away from me. I want what You want me to do.

i feel really confused and i dont know what to do. i guess that's good in a way cos im just gonna surrender it all to God. im gonna keep my head down and just concentrate on my purposes in life. Dont think there's anything else much in life for me now. :)

ahhahaha i was bored so i went to eunice's blog and did that personality test thingy. it's quite accurate you know they called me a CHAMPION. :p hear that ivan? :D


ENFP - The Champion
You scored 72% I to E, 15% N to S, 9% F to T, and 78% J to P!
Your type is known as the Champion type, which is part of the larger group called idealists. Nothing occurs that does not have some deep and ethical significance in your eyes. You see life as an exciting drama. You are very charismatic, yet tend to be too harsh on yourself for not being as genuine as you think you should be. 3% of the population shares your type.As a romantic partner, you need to talk about what is going on in your life. You are a strong supporter for your partner's efforts to grow and change and be happy. You need to feel that same support from your partner. Expressive, optimistic, and curious, you are eager to enjoy new experiences with your partner, whom you wish to be your confidant and soul mate, as well as play mate. You are uncomfortable sharing negative emotion, though, and tend to withdraw from confrontation and process your feelings privately. You feel most loved when your partner appreciates your creativity, accepts your uniqueness, and sees you as the compassionate person you are. You need to hear your partner tell you how much you mean to them and would love if they did thoughtful spontaneous things to demonstrate it.Your group summary: idealists (NF) Your type summary: ENFP

Oh and if you're as bored as me and wanna do the test you can go to eunice's blog and link from there im too lazy to link it here :)

... or as eugenia would say wmdots.

For those of you who dont already know. mummylim confiscated my phone AGAIN cos i left my pens in my pants and my pants together with some of her shirts and her new pair of jeans turned blue.

oops.

wonderwall

1. An object of fascination. Term originates from the title of an obscure 1960's British arthouse film about a guy who becomes obsessed with the young couple he can see making love through a small hole in his bedroom wall. More recently the term has been revived thanks to a song of the same name by brit poppers Oasis.

2. Something or someone that is always interesting. For instance, when you lay in bed at night, you can stare at your wall and begin to notice all the little details that you wouldnt have notice otherwise. A wonderwall reflects your greatest thoughts and emotions.

and afterall, you're my wonderwall

I sit and wait
Does an angel contemplate my fate
And do they know
The places where we go
When we're grey and old
'cos I've been told
That salvation lets their wings unfold
So when I'm lying in my bed
Thoughts running through my head
And I feel that love is dead
I'm loving angels instead

And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall

Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call she won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead

When I'm feeling weak
And my pain walks down a one way street
I look above
And I know I'll always be blessed with love
And as the feeling grows
She breathes flesh to my bones
And when love is dead
I'm loving angels instead

And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call she won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead