Tuesday, March 22, 2005
these few days have been full of ups and downs. Definitely i havent felt so roller coasterish in soo long. i mean usually i'll either just be sad or happy throughout the day but now im just like happy one moment and sad the next. mood swings are annoying. so if i sound pretty weird, forgive me =)i find it really scarie when i think bout the bad stuff that's gonna happen to me and in the end it happens to my friends. esp with regards to relationships and stuff. i'll think of all sorts of horrible things that will happen or all the nice stuff which wont happen to me and then i look around and i see my friends actually experiencing it but it never happens to me unless of course i think too much and then start acting as though it's gonna happen to me too and then i screw everything up.
haha what's new?
it's 11:10 now and my french listening compre's at 12. oops. i think i'll sleep and pray on the train. it kinda helps =)