Friday, November 19, 2004
ohkay haven been blogging these few days cos i din really have the mood to. I had been reflecting on the life i've lived so far and I've realised by far that i've accomplished nothing. Oh actually no i've accomplished stuff... like screwing up every single thing that God has presented me with. Yep. Any ways I have this nasty habit of looking back instead of forward so i've been having sleepless nights and to solve my boredom i mesagged pple for fun.
Well one thing about this year is that it's been the worst ever. Maybe it's because 2003 was such a wonderful year. Being with the neubroknights and all. Wreaking havoc and stuff. But the beginning of the new year also signifies that it's gonna be one year further away frm 2003. what to do man.
Any ways. The only good thing that happened during this year was ISOW. Seriously every thing else was screwed up. The 3 days in isow was one of the few times when i really felt peace joy and happiness. Thank You God. But I seriously need to keep up going into His presence and searching Him and maybe perhaps listen to what He has to say. Maybe then i'll be happier. isow really felt like a family. It was almost neubroknight-ish but nothing can beat that lah. I'm really looking forward to arise. =)
I'm listening to " in the morning " again. It really brings back memories of isow. really! :p and of course Euro 2004 as well.
Which reminds me. Euro 2004 stank. England should have won lah. Oh and i just realised i need to blog about this. Am I really becoming stupider because of poly influence. Or is it that my lazy typing make other people misunderstand me? Sometimes i dont type the whole meaning out simply because i'm too lazy and people go. wow you shld go fail ur english. I hate poly lah. They corrupt me. Because I dont exercise my brain often enough and the poly lectures and papers and stuff are so easy i dont even bother doing them. I AM BECOMING SLOW AND STUPID AND I CANT MAKE LAME PUNS ANY MORE and shut up josh dont say what becoming u already are =D
Talking about poly. How did i end up there in the first place? Hmmmm... I wasted my life away at acs and frankly one shld really both be studying and enjoying in there. Well but through isow and in church i got to know many teens that well they arent wasting their life away in secondary school. They are working hard. They are mature. They realise what their responsibility is and more importantly they love God lots. and hey i'm glad for all of you but each time i keep thinking why wasnt i like that when i was say 14 or 15 or 16?
2004 is a terrible year. It wont live long in my memory. I hope. I hate being 17. i wanna go back to acs i....
Yummy Fried prawn meeeeeeeeeeeee on mondays!!
In the morning when i wakeeeee.... ( sleep )
You will hear my voice ( snores ) Oh God...
In the morning when i wake ( sleep )
I'll prepare a prayer for You
In the morning when i wakeeee ( sleep )
I'll watch and wait for Youuuu
( I'll dream all about Youuuuu )