Saturday, October 23, 2004
God created man to have freedom of choice because He loves us so much. The choice to love Him back and to do things which are glorifying to Him.
Unfortunately though due to my stupid sinful nature which was supposed to be dead i made a really stupid decision that doesnt only concern me but another person as well.
Didnt really know what to do after that though. I struggled with the confusion, went to God and realised that He wouldnt give me anything that I cannot withstand and all that I had to do was to come to Him and know that I am already victorious over the devil. Easier said than done. I am really afraid of what lies ahead but i also felt God say that it's my duty to turn it around from what seemed to be the devil gaining the upper hand on me, i can do God's wonderful work and true beauty and love will be shown.
What a responsibility.
On a lighter note,
SOCCER ON SUNDAY!!!!!!!
oh and you dont worry i'm sure all your problems will be solved too. Hey coool. You did something stupid like me too. not too late though. Just believe in the Lord to do everything for you =)