Saturday, September 04, 2004
wow. I've been feeling really dry these few days... It's like there was no evidence of God in me at all.. I feel dat I've been pushing myself to work for my own good instead of the good of God. And i feel like I've been using my own strength to do stuff. I just have been talking less to and about God. It's as if the annointing's gone and I am facing every thing on my own. All the verses and mentalities of His ways of living have slowly faded. All the bad habits are coming back.
My life's been rather peaceful, save that episode with the IC which I was a teensy bit glad it happened cos life before that has been so peaceful and uneventful and jus mundane. It lacked dat spark and excitement dat I wanted and wished and searched for in the wrong places. God seemed so far away.
Hahahaha but tonite. Yep tonite it's going to take a turn. My life wont be boring nor uneventful any more cos I'm going to make God's plan for me my purpose. I've fallen back, yes. But it's time to get back on track.. It's something like isow now. Something which brings me back close to God. Only this time it's me doing it on my own. Although it looks like I've been here for you all the time. You've helped me learn a lot too. More than you can imagine. :) It's time to be strong in the Lord again and do great things. Great things for Him.
It's like in football terms returning from a suspension/ban or an injury. I'm raring to go.
Out of me.
I've been quiet for way too long
It's time to make a sound
It's time to let it all out
In my heart is a rising song
A song of victory
Of all You've done for me
What can I say You blow me away
Throwing off restraint
I'll praise You recklessly
Coz I want the world to see
I want the world to see Your glory
Fill me up so much that You
Bust out of me
Coz I want the world to see
I want the world to see Your glory