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crap i suddenly miss bkoh a lot a lot a lot. I dunno why but i just started thinking about the wonderful times we had together. muahhahahahahah come back from australia lah strike partner. =)

I remember every thing from sec one. When bkoh would come across to me as a small little imp who had no respect for any one. Wait What was it you did again? Was it that you called christina raj a nigger or something like that. hahaha i think bkoh got together with ah neh cos he was super duper racist and they were arguing all day looong. Met bryan koh in mep wheee i love mep and that's one of the things i miss most bout schoool too. bahhahaha i still remember our childish spats in the mep room and Mrs Li picking on bkoh for fun cos he always seems to know his work only during exams and not during class time. hmm i wonder yyyy *gives bkoh like wink* Oh and he asks the stupidest questions too. =p

Sec 2 rawked lah. went for MEP TOUR to austria. muhahahahah got to noe him a lot better there. Found out that his nose bleeds whenever he passes by austrian newstands with porn mags. hahahah missed the times when we wld sit ard waiting for the plane to take off. Where it was only me him and ah neh.. Sitting at a cafe or a fast food centre talking about every thing that 14 year olds would talk about. Austria itself was one heck of a trip. Did you drink any alcohol? i know BLYE did. hahaha i was pepsi crazy dat time so i koped every pepsi bottle frm every rooom. And the times we wld play basketball.. remember? Bkoh would put the ball in between his legs... and shout I AM BRYAN KOH BE BRYANT and dunk the ball into the towel rack. Also remember the time we played soccer outside mrs Li's room and she came out to scream at us? THen ah neh went straight back into his room and pretended he was sleeping. bah austria rawked.

I remember rushing into 2.3 and asking which class u went too. I was hopping around in elation when i found out that all my good frens who werent in my same sec 2 class were going to 3.4 haahhaha we came to the conclusion that they made a very huge mistake and put all the people who give teachers trouble in the same class. Then came the class bonding trip in Chiang Mai. hahahahaha. Still remember us 3.4 students strutting around and refusing to bunk with the china scholars. josh,me,ahneh,chrispy,sean lee,bkoh bunking in that chalet like thingy. the origins of the neubronites.. ahhahaha but too bad. bkoh had to whack his foot into a table and injure himself. oh man oh man. still remember dat time we took turns to carry him. bahahahha too bad u cldnt join us for soccer though. the start of the many times we owned all the rest of the classes. :p the elephants loved bkoh. They never failed to burp or fart in his face :D:D:D

The start of the strike partnership which struck fear across all the defenses in acsi. the 2 shortest people in 3.4/4.4 working together. I miss our telephatic understanding. i always knew where he was without looking. Sorry. Sounds gay but i could feel bkoh. oh man..

What can i say about sec 4. It's basically us neubronites all the way. But he was always there for me just like the rest.



I MISS YOU COME BACK FROM AUSTRALIA NOW. :p

ohkay first. I've been really troubled about being in nyp and being in a super duper screwed up environment where i feel i dun belong at all. I dont wanna say much but i seriously think that i've screwed up my life by ending up there and being surrounded by people who are different. what this is the first time i'm meeting people who are psycho, some one who is poorer than me. People who cant speak proper English and people who have no common sense lah. As my mum would put it " you urself ended up there you've got no one else to blame u are already their kind of standard " and i was sitting in my room and thinking bout it, being close to tears. I was really afraid I would lose my ac identity. The very thing which makes us ac. Our havoc stories. Our witty replies. Our clever words. I feel like i'm getting corrupted in nyp lah.

Talked bout it to ah neh. Ah neh rawksssssss =)Yea but he gave me a real different point of view to it, and i guess God really put me in there for a reason. And for the past few days i've beeen having super super goood qts. cos i actually did qt haahhahaha. It's time for me to influence them!! not for me to get corrupted. yeapp but i realise i can only do it with God's strength and not my own. Look what i ended up with my own strength?

Just realised that being in nyp also made me a different person. I no longer was the Shawn i used to be. I could stomach every thing last time. Anger at me. Insults, Unfair treatment and still return every thing with love. Now it seems like I'm the one dishing all these out at the people in my class. What have i become? Definitely some one not of God ani more but of the world. I din even realise it until something really minor pissed me off and i was seething in the toilet, brushing my teeth when it hit on me. I dunno if it was God. but it was something good so i guess it had to be Him. I felt like " where's ur love? " the love that i was supposed to show to every one. The one which said. " Look put ur head down and humble urself. Cos people out there are looking. " then the words that really made an impact to my heart went something like " You used to think that. I shouldnt be like them. No matter what pple do I'm not going to retaliate cos i wont become like that. I will continue loving and being nice. but where did it all disappear too? " I was shocked. It was true. I'm glad God spoke to me cos that was what I was doing in nyp. I was being arrogant, disruptive and perhaps being nasty at times. I din like the place i wanted to get out. But God put me in there for a purpose. A purpose i feel which has something to do with reaching out. How can I with such a screwed up character. That's not Jesus. That's Shawn and the devil. Thank God for that realisation. Man just typing it out makes me feel happy ahhahahahhaha

Last issue. =) every friday u used to make me sad without fail. hahaha i stopped my passion and motivation to go to church because of you. All in all. My brain used to think all sorts of nasty stuff which u wld think of me. Or all kinds of weird dumb stupid stuff which werent even ani where real. As ah neh said.. he's been through this before too and we've got to stop ourselves from thinking too much... the both of us. both me and ah neh. And we are both going to be accountable to one another cos the 3rd person point of view always seems the best. But u noe what's the best thing about u? You never ever waver when it comes to God. A one tracked mind for Him and ur attitude and character shows it. You noe that's what attracted me to you in the first place. I'm really glad you were willing to overlook all my mistakes in the past and how i might have sinned against you with regards to our emotions. Thanks for still wanting to be my friend.That's how i noe that u really do care for me and that's really enough. You prayed for me and had my welfare in mind. You know at the split second i realised. that's y i loved you so much. and also at the same time. Why i shldnt be harping on it any more. Now u noe why u felt like praying for me. Dont worry i wont be sad any more. God has got my brain. Not the devil.

=) =) =) OHKAY AFTER TYPING THIS I FEEEEEEL SUPER HAPPY. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA oh man God rawks.

GELO GELO!!!!
cute pics!!!
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POOH AND PIGLET!
two:

POOH!
and lastly, neopet's favourite:

yay.
okay i got to go study chinese test alrdy. hahaha 4.33am alrdy lah test in 3hrs time sigh okae go start studying now
thinkthinkthink
blogging for other ppl is fun hahaha
just tt sometimes im too lazy
lazy lazy lazy
ok tata hahaha this entry so short but too bad lah
what to dooooo

wah life now a days is damn boring lah. Stupid pw and promos. After all these let's go town and enjoy ourselves and cause trouble lah. I miss u guys a lot. Nyp stinks. I feel as if my intelligence is being slowly sucked out of me by the influence around me. And it's done slowly so i can actually feel myself getting stupider. Frustrating. And now i find that i cant even converse properly with pple like benja or crispy. Fine i was never as smart as them. But at least we still could talk bout our problems and i can understand them. ahhhhhhhhhh why din i study hard. i rather get into jj with the company of the 4.4 people den go nyp lah.

haven been blogging in a while. I guess there's really nothing to blog about. Nothing interesting going on in my life. Same old story. ah well. I know that God will be here for me in any case. And I've gotten loads of wake up calls from Him in many aspects of my life. =) ooo Brian Clough one of football's greatest and most charismatic and outspoken managers passed away. Tribute goes to him. What achivements he's got!! Hope he's up there now and not burning away. Went to find some Clough quotes but i chanced upon a lot others which made me and pig laugh like crazy. hahahaha so here's some entertainment for you if you're bored.

Reporter: Gordon, Do you think James Beattie deserves to be in theEngland
squad?
Strachan: I don't care, I'm Scottish.

Reporter: "Gordon, can we have a quick word please?"
Strachan: "Velocity" [walks off]

Reporter: Welcome to Southampton Football Club. Do you think you are
theright man to turn things around?
Strachan: No. I was asked if I thought I was the right man for the job and I
said, "No, I think they should have got George Graham because I'm useless."

Reporter: Bang, there goes your unbeaten run. Can you take it?
Strachan: No, I'm just going to crumble like a wreck. I'll go home, become
an alcoholic and maybe jump off a bridge. Umm, I think I can take it, yeah.

Reporter: You don't take losing lightly, do you Gordon?
Strachan: I don't take stupid comments lightly either.

aiyah too lazy to put the rest. :p

WAH VERY SHUAI RITE
im very lazy to blog now
therefore i shall stop here.
oh and dont u tink this is cute?

I LIKEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Michael Owen's suitable partner for England. =)

eh pig!!! i came up with that version of in the morning for you lah you pirater :p ahhahaahhahaha cos that time we morning then sleeeeep. Yay Euro 2004.

wah this is not good lah. No handphone, no computer. Blah. Shut up Josh i noe u got a new com :p oh well. Blogging from school now. I'm bored. Dumb programming essentials. And i cant even excess websites like friendster and play games. wah boring life. Yeah I'm still grounded until further notice from mummy lim. been sitting ard at home doin nth the whole day but watching crap from the tv.

Mummy Lim was whining bout how she lost one of her assessment books and she thinks ah neh took it hahaha. I was kinda irritated so i decided to go like overturn all my cupboards and find that dumb book but guess what i found!!! The True Worship For Kids book that we used in ISOWWWWWWWW :p :p ahahhaha brought back a lot of memories.. i spent like quite a while looking through that book and doin a little bit of helpful revision. like all of the things that auntie cathy taught us were there lah. yay.. =)

ooo the last page of that book rawked lah. It was my contact page where I had every one's number and email address on it. wah the gurls' handwriting were super nice... Eh piggy i din noe ur fat fingers can write so well :p hehe and ahahha there was another one what got arrow pointing out and saying "it's a 0".

Oh well. Cant wait for the ban to be lifted then i can play a bit and go online and download more nice songs and listen to my wonderful mp3s...

Oh oh oh!! Ah neh came over yesterday to watch Singapore idol. Havent talked to him in a while. Glad he's doing well. Hmm. aiyah ah neh rawks. Actually all of them rawk. I love my frens. all of them :p

I AM BORED.

And i cant think of what to typeeeeeee stupid i havent been using com for only 2 days and my stupid brain is startin to get rusty.

ooo wait wait another thing. I like calling piggy when i watch football. cos UNLIKE ah neh SHE DOESNT SLEEP DURING FOOTBALL MATCHES. the stupid dum bum. oo but dat day i was not supposed to wake up and watch but i woke up and watched ani way. like come on lah it was an england match i never miss england matches!!! grr. Stupid poly. it's like this week is supposed to be holidays. so dat can have fun with the rest. and some how late night England matches always coincide wif holidays.. but noooooooooooooooooo i've got to have school dis week. sigh. what can i say..

I NEED MY COM AND HANDPHONE BACK NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW

2nd Corinthians 12:9--But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you,for my power is made perfect in weakness."Therefore i will boast all the more gladly about my weakness, so that Christ's power may rest on me.10 That is why, for Christ's sake, i delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.

I remember one of the themes during sec 2 in Ac was to shine like stars in the universe. Oh well. God has picked you so there isnt really much of a choice aint it? Just trust Him and enjoy urself. I'll be praying for you so dun be sad!! =) Stars are bright and shiny. You r going to bring many pple to God!! Esp those pple up there watching you perform. Your commitment and ur passion. Isnt that what we learnt in Isow? Enjoy yourself with Him and His purpose will be done through you.

Friends are always here for you. No matter what you still will be and are my friend and we r stuck for life. ( or until i piss u off ) :p

Hehe I'm happy. God is soooo goood. Seriously lah He's the only good thing going on in my life lah. I need to be contented. =)

go away lah.

wow. I've been feeling really dry these few days... It's like there was no evidence of God in me at all.. I feel dat I've been pushing myself to work for my own good instead of the good of God. And i feel like I've been using my own strength to do stuff. I just have been talking less to and about God. It's as if the annointing's gone and I am facing every thing on my own. All the verses and mentalities of His ways of living have slowly faded. All the bad habits are coming back.

My life's been rather peaceful, save that episode with the IC which I was a teensy bit glad it happened cos life before that has been so peaceful and uneventful and jus mundane. It lacked dat spark and excitement dat I wanted and wished and searched for in the wrong places. God seemed so far away.

Hahahaha but tonite. Yep tonite it's going to take a turn. My life wont be boring nor uneventful any more cos I'm going to make God's plan for me my purpose. I've fallen back, yes. But it's time to get back on track.. It's something like isow now. Something which brings me back close to God. Only this time it's me doing it on my own. Although it looks like I've been here for you all the time. You've helped me learn a lot too. More than you can imagine. :) It's time to be strong in the Lord again and do great things. Great things for Him.

It's like in football terms returning from a suspension/ban or an injury. I'm raring to go.

Out of me.

I've been quiet for way too long
It's time to make a sound
It's time to let it all out
In my heart is a rising song
A song of victory
Of all You've done for me

What can I say You blow me away

Throwing off restraint
I'll praise You recklessly
Coz I want the world to see
I want the world to see Your glory
Fill me up so much that You
Bust out of me
Coz I want the world to see
I want the world to see Your glory

Yesterday was so eventful. Couldnt come online cos i was like getting screwed by mummy lim. Well, the neubroknights went back to acs i yesterday for teachers day. Saw Sheppy.. i almost forgot bout him.. but he rawks lah seriously. did the usual English stuff wif him like " hey sir!! how ya doin!! Everything's smashin over here!! " den took a picture with him too. darn shld hav took a pic wif him and ah neh together instead of me and him only. oh well!! was certainly glad to see him.

Then saw Mrs Yoon at the canteen. ahhh. my very first maths teacher in sec one and ah neh's softball teacher. She's such a nice lady. The only reason why i actually studied math in sec one. Although I still failed, but i can remember i did my best in sec one and dat's y i got 49/100 hahaahaha the years after dat i got like F9 every single time lah. heh.

Went to play soccer at the turf with the neubroknights after dat. Played hit the pole. hahaha very fun. i miss the turf. oh and we went to the cafe to borrow de ball again it rawks lah. After soccer went back to cafe to drink our favourite RED SPORTADE and put ourselves in front of the fan to dry off. Then mao video cammed me gobbling my food down :D:D

Went for the teacher's day concert. It was funny. They had this " magic " show where dey jacked drong and fanny tan like crazy. fun. went hunting for more teachers and we saw MRS LI... YAY MEP TEACHER. she rawks lah. but she was busy so oops. den went upstairs to the mep room and toked to shau ching. as usualy we poked fun at her. but nth so bad now a days. dun wan her crying on teachers day lah.. neither do we want her screaming for our heads.

Decided to go with the neubroknights go play pool and lan at slumps. dat's when de real drama started lah. played 2 on 2 me and mao vs ivan and josh and we whooped dem cos ivan totally stinks big time in pool. ohkay den went to play lan while chrispy and mao played one on one pool. den suddenly mummy lim called so i had to leave immediately. but nooooo the slumps had to lose my IC. wah crap. Kicked up kinda a big fuss but the irresponsible idiots kept claimin i was the one at fault. dat jus simply pissed josh and ah neh off who hate pple like dat and dey started insulting the gay manager like crazy. what can i say man i was jus so confused and freaked out at dat time cos i needed my ic back.

Waited for them to settle stuff among themselves when there was this blackout. hahahahaha neubroknights immediately made a lot of noise and shouted a lot of mean stuff muhaha. Then dere was a black out AGAIN. Havoc ensued. la la la mouseballs joysticks and fire extinguisher. :D:D:D

Any ways thank God they found my IC with some idiot who accidentally took it home. aiyoh slumps. Thank God at least it's found now. And thank Him dat mummy Lim isnt angry ani more. yay.

This is like a trend lah. One by one all of you are getting girl frens. I'm really sorta scared that I'll get left alone with no one. And you all will be too busy for me and we wont even be as close any more. " aiyah you mus understand him, if you had some one you wld abandon us too. " hahahaahha what else can i say man. i feel like a childish fool who cant do ani thing rite for nuts. Sorry i cant fit the standards, do/say the right things for people to like me. I dunno i dun wan to be left alone. Not by you all.