Thursday, August 05, 2004
wah! been really busy this week. tests and assignments and projects are piling up. Sigh what to do. Hopefully I can do well. Hmm. 4.4 are going back to ac to play soccer tmr but i cant. Crap. Stupid nyp cant even let us off on national day lah we have to go back on other days for make up lessons lah. what can I say man.
I cant stop looking back cos the future seems so bleak. what looked like something has now turned to dust. I look at myself and I'm ashamed. Who am I to actually demand anything? I haven done anything worthy and probably never will. I'm sorry I dont meet the standard. I dont want this but the more I reject it the worse it gets.
I miss acs. I miss the cafe. the fields. the pe. the lit and english. the walkin on the corridors. the knock it downs. the see teck hock. the staff office. agnes.. hahahahaha. the blurry glassy window at the library. miss walkin frm one place to another for class. miss walking ard in de big maze we call a school. miss the bond we shared. miss the pple. miss the astroturf where we play soccer. i miss the goalposts and what my class pple would say. hawn u miss the goal also :p i miss the parade ground. i miss the slopes where we run 2.4. i miss the boarding school. the pool. the admin office. the estate office. the cleaners of the canteen. i miss the fried prawn mee served only on monday. i miss de chin chow. the ice milo. the drinks stall auntie. i miss chattin wif teachers in de canteen. i miss not havin my badge. i miss being late for sch. i miss rao. i miss joseph wong. i miss quek ye lik. miss the chem lab. miss the walking up the stairs. miss the water cooler. i miss the broom in my class. i miss the sign which says 4.4 ezra. i miss crispy. i miss neubronner. i miss oh wei yong tiong. i miss fatty yong. i miss pimplet/tumour man. i miss shortman/hulk and colossous. i miss benja. i miss mao the jawing jaw jaw. i miss blye wif his tooth sticking out. i miss pple yelling ahhhhhhhhh nehhhhhhhhhhhh wif me. i miss our PAPER BALL FIGHTS. i miss nike 3 on 3 soccer in class. i miss suaning quah juat mei. i miss assembly,devotion standing there in the hot sun. i miss my school anthem. my acs forever =)