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Yay I'm very very very happy now!! =) Thank You God!! When crisis hits and when things start to look like they'll go very very wrong God is always there to lift me up!! Yay. Any way it's made me learn a lot this time around. Helped me learned that there is so much more important than the immature thoughts before. I had someone who loved me dearly though i never saw it nor felt it. And I truly felt empty when it wasnt there any more. Well Janice was asking me that day at the com lab " How come you're taking it so well? Dont you even feel sad? " well i din answer her at that time. But it was evident that my joy was found in the Lord. Well i thought about whether what I never dared to say could cost their salvation. Well sorta made it up today by telling them that God sustains me. Yep. Gonna pray about that now. Yay. =)

 
~ Better than the riches of this world, better than the sound of my fren's voices.. You are... ~

I dont need you.

I've learnt to live with that emptiness.

Turn your back and walk away.

Hypocrite.

I love you.

Hahahahahaha today woke up at 835 when ah neh called haha oops church starts at 9. Rushed out of the house without my hair done and pple on the streets were staring. What to do. Went church and was supposed to meet Erene for lunch but then she went to zhao off with the two new pple. Sigh. Perhaps I shouldnt have went to do my own thing after church and accompanied her instead. Aiyah nvm wont think bout that too much. Met up with Joshua oh oh oh after that at slumps to play pool wah wah very very fun. I likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. at first he was trashing me 4-1 sia lah. then I came back and drew the game 4-4 played one last game which the idiot won of course. ahha very fun 3 hours of pooool shld do that more often in the future. :p Then i dragged him along to the aldephi where there was Cityteens Prayer and Praise!! It was kinda good. =) Then there was a special tribute to a pig there celebrating her birthday... AHAHAHHAHA i mus get my hand on those fotos :p Happy Birthday Tan Wei Jun!! :D:D Weijun rawks!!! Oh and she was presented with this board thingy with all the birthday msgs on it by her best friend :p eh ah neh!! what you goin to do on my birthday you mummy wuggy. This kind call best friend. what's dis man :D I KNOW FULL WELL. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH

~ You're One year older, One year wiser, One year stronger in the Lord  25/07 ~

Went out with 4.4 today after school. Yay. Met up with Josh Oh, Josh Yang, Neubronner, Chrispy,Benja and Pauleo. Watched Irobot which was quite a good show. Liked the plot and the action was not bad. But I was yawning a lot at the start of the movie cos I was tired out frm a long day at school. Went far east to play pool after that. Stupid chrispy and Josh always out to kill me in survivour pool the charlie smee bais. Hahahaha then Josh and Chrispy both wanted to break first but and Josh was in position already when Benja said " What you doing  you stupid jj boy!! Please know your place!! and let the acjc boy break!! " then Josh was like " Oops Sorry sorry!! Mus give privilege to the acjc boy! " :p and benja said that i'm smarter cos i'm in nyp. What nonsense. You all shld come crash nyp one day lah seriously. You'll be appalled. Talking bout stupid. I had a maths quiz today which was upon 10 marks. I vowed to get 10/10 but in the end i screwed up the last question. And I had the cheek to teach other pple how to do maths durin the past few weeks. Heh then in the end they get full marks and i get 6 only cos the last question was 4 marks. Hahahah in fact I think I'll be the only one in class getting a 6 lah thanks ah work so hard and get just pass only... Indeed I'm a stupid Nyp boy. :D:D

Typical day today. After school the 3 of us went to causeway point and ate Burger King. Yummie Yum Yum. I seriously think we shld go somewhere else next time though. =) den went to meet mummy lim at Plaza Sing to pay Starhub bills. Ahhh that place rawks. Fond memories of harry potty :D :D Went home with a splitting headache. Was messaging pig all the way home on 502 cos i was bored and i was hopin the headache wld go away but it was still there. Sigh. Came home.. was slacking around until mummy lim went to buy durian.. den i decided to do a bit of homework. Ate a lot of durian.. which made me fatterererererer ( shut up pig ) :p Yeah then did more studying while blasting praise and worship songs. YAY!! Realised I couldnt concentrate so I decided to do my quiet time.. even louder YAY!!

Are we beginning to commend ourselves again? Or do we need, like some people, letters of recommendation to you or from you? You yourselves are our letter. written on our hearts, known and read by EVERYBODY. You show that you are a letter from Christ, the result of our ministry, written not with ink but with the Spirit of the Living God, not on tablets of stone but on tablets of human hearts --- 2nd Corinthians 3:1-3

Woah.

(8) In the morning when i wake!! You will hear my voice Oh God!! (8) heh i suddenly like that song again. Yay. Today was quite fun. The first lecture was ohkay. The lecturer tried so hard but then pple were jus being rude. tsk tsk. must be civilised and refined like ME. Oh then after everything we went Ps to eat and slack. Janice ate Mushroom Swiss for the first time ever the poor deprived child. Then we went to the arcade where we played this stupid drumming game Percussion Freaks. I cannot hit the thing properly for nuts. Neither could nick. But janice was super very very very pro cos she played the game dunno how many times before. Tsk. Then we trudged down one level to go E zone and play Air hockey cos Shankar wanted to play. Fun. We sweated a lot. Dat means i stank very badly cos i left my impulse at home. whoops. Hmm. Came home. Worshipped the Lord. Did my homework. Woah His presence really gives me joy and helps me to get through everything. Cause (8) If the world caved in around me.. to You i'll still hold on.. Jesus.. because of You... I'm free!!! (8) YAY I LOVE SINGING. =)
 
~ You, my friends, were called to be free. But do not use your freedom to indulge the sinful nature, rather serve one in love. Galatians 5:13 ~

Wow Everyone's asking. Eh you in love?? Shawn?! You in love?! Er yar.. I've always kept that special some one close to my heart it's jus whether I chose to act upon it or not and look stupid while doing so. Not to mention spoil a perfectly good friendship. Any ways the bible's definition of love which is on my STATUS BAR (stupid pig) is perfect. Cos God's love is perfect!! =) Anyways enough bout that already. I don't want my blog to end up like colin's. AHhahahahahahaha talking bout that. I haven gone to check in a while. I wonder what happened to kelly. heh. Sigh i miss my 4.4 friends. Eh this sunday/ sat can go out again. And take picture again. Then I can be in it. This sunday no arise. = soccer/pool time. Hmm I very bored now and hungry cos i never eat dinner cos i am growin fat stupid nyp. Oh yar talkin bout fat reminds me of pig and talkin bout pig reminds me of bacon. EH!! how come u all call me bacon. i am fat lor not like dat scrawny thing on my picture. Stupid char siew pao. Stupid daph. HAHAHAHA no no wait. Not stupid daph. Ian and kim were oggling at each other. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. and she was tellin ryl that ian is very pro. yes kim whatever. Whatever HAHAHAHAH. Oh today we all went bishan. wah crap den shankar that stupid ah neh laughed super loudly the whole of Yoshinoya stared at us. Thanks ah :p yar then we went to walk around. Janice bought herself some stuff from U2 and den we walked around some more shopping. Oh pig by the way i jus remembered i saw this very very very cute pig at kiddy palace and it's only $10.90 if your birthday haven over and dey haven sell it i buy for you lah den can add to ur collection. Eh i wanna finish my project by today so i better zhao now.
 
~Am I not supposed to have what I want? What I need? What am I supposed to do?~

Watched love actually today because it finally finished downloading. =) It's a wonderful movie which made me think a lot. Guess some parts are just kinda fake. But the love stories are quite heart warming. Love is everything that you can read in the internet explorer thingy below i dunno what you call that. But love definitely is not leavin the person you love alone to fend for herself and not caring for her well being. Hmm. You are the most important person of my life =) Yay. Thank You God for creating her. And Thank You God for giving me such feelings of love for her. Feelings which will never bring me sorrow but will bring me joy cause I know that my plans are with you. YAY. hahahaha what mike preached today actually works. The more you speak the truth. The stronger you'll move in the Spirit and that's when things start to happen.
 
~ I feel it in my fingers... I feel it in my toes...~

ohkay i'm super bored now and I cant stand the new stupid blogger thing which is typing times new romans while it's going to be published in comic sans. Anyways. Today was supposed to go out with 4.4 pple. But I cant cos got some pple wanna come and look at our house. Sigh i dun wanna move out... hmm anyways I've got a headache now. Must be cos I'm staring at the com too much. Well.. so this afternoon i had nothing to do. Until piggie told me that char's blog got problem. hahahahaha the state of it was hilarious. one post was extra super duper long and the other was super duper small and minute to it's highest order. Then piggy was LAZY as usual so since i had nth to do and i was bored i decided to help.... and YAY i am goin to get an A for my IT now cos Charissa Kwok Mei Si wrote a letter of commendation for me. I'm sure. :p Oh well Char it's a small thing. I'm more than happy to help.. IF i'm bored. =) Well i think i'll go nap for a while now. Later wake up and join piggy to watch copa america!! :D :D

WAHHHHH wah wah I very happy now. I've been very happy since 1 hour after ah neh left. which is bout 745? :d :d heh I just realised these 3 days I've been so close to God. First writing that email to erene. Wah shiok. God inspired. Den.. Worshipping him and all.. for the past 2 days wah very very very very very fun. Talking to pigsy also very fun. Even though we are tired and all dat we inspire one another to go to the Lord. OHKAY LAH actually it's not we inspire one another is she inspire me. wah very very fun. EH PIG COME FOR CELL LAH YOU DUM DUM.

I've sorta got nothing to do now. So I'm just going to blog about the Goodness of the Lord once again. He sustaines me through my tired and difficult times. So all glory goes to Him. Thank You Lord!! =) Your cell will prosper cos You will be there. Guiding our every step. YAY. Cant WAIT.

~ Jesus.. You.. are my king.. ~

Jesus. I wanna praise You. I cant praise You for ALL YOUR worth cos You are so immensely Good and You are beyond the measure of this Earth. God. Hear my cry as I seek to do something good for Your kingdom. Thank You for refilling my spirit when I was weary. Thank You for reminding me that I am Your son. And that I should be a light unto Your world!! Thank You for all my friends, my mum, for everything that I own.. And for every thing that You are about to give me. Lord thanks for renewing my faith in You cos You Are THE GREATEST!!! Lord I present every gift. Every word. Every action. EVERY DAY to You. I am here for a purpose. For YOUR purpose. Use me Lord. Make me Strong. Never to be weakened by the devil. Help me to bring people to You. Lastly cure me of my self centred-ness and help me think of others before myself. Lord. Your presence is the best thing one can ever hope for in this world. You make people cry :'( cos they are too touched by You. And You make people smile widely like me. Cos i absolutely enjoy Your company even when You are with me in this very room. My life is about to change again for the better. Like it has been for the past yr since I came back to You. You put me through rough patches. And You've lifted me through them. Thanks for moulding me. Lord I will be that carrier of Your presence. I will bring this wonderful gift.. To the world. So Lord. Teach me how.

YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY. I finally got the code for Ordinary by Train.. Wooohooo So since I'm kinda too lazy to blog today I'll put the lyrics up again. =) This song's taken from the Spiderman 2 soundtrack by the way.

Whose eyes am I behind?
I don't recognize anything that I see
Whose skin is this design?
I don't want this to be the way that you see me

I don't understand anything anymore
And this web that I'm tired of
Is taking me right up these walls
That I climb up to get to your story
It's anything but ordinary

And when the world is on its knees with me
It's fine
And when I come to the rescue
I get nothing but left behind
Everybody seems to be getting what they need
Where's mine?
'Cause you're what I need so badly
But I'm anything but ordinary

Can you save me from this world of mine?
Before I get myself arrested with this expectation
You are the one, look what you've done
What have you done?
This is not some kind of joke, you're just a kid
You weren't ready for what you did, no . . .

And when the world is on its knees with me
It's fine
And when I come to the rescue
I do it for you time after time
Everybody seems to be getting what they need
Where's mine?
'Cause you're what I need so badly
But I'm anything but ordinary

I think I'm trying to save the world for you
You've been saving me too
We could just stay in and save each other

I'm anything but ordinary (ORDINARY)
I'm anything but ordinary (Ordinary . . .) . . .

Today I woke up and talked to pigsy on msn continuing frm last nite. She's siao lor. sleep at 5am go for guitar at 8 come back and talk online. hahahahaha and I am not THINNER. I am fatty. Thinner stinks and I smell so nice :p (shut up josh) heh yesterday's pool was fun and exciting. The last ball was dunno how tyco lor. Eh wanna play tmr after arise practise? I meet you and ah neh at slumps lah. Sigh tomorrow got matchhhhh and i got practise. Stupid ah neh has been playin the devil's advocate and askin me to pon. But i think better not lah later Aunty ruth slaughter me. =) I thank God that now at least there's something I'm sure about. No more confusion i guess. (y) yayye. And I thank God for the blessings that He's about to shower me with!! ;)

=) Well, today has been an enjoyable day just like the rest. well WE ALL... Janice, me , nicholas and Shankar went bugis and had a whale of a time. Went to the V8 movie cafe where Janice paid for our food but of course we mus treat her back sometime. =p then we trotted downstairs where nic got some cream puffs for his wife and den we went to Swensons for Earthquake and talked a lot of nonsense. heh :D Well.. Tomorrow's going to be a long day.. Ending at 6.. Gonna have to listen well to the lecturers and understand stuff if not we are in deep trouble. And I'd better get started on the project that we were supposed to "discuss" soon cos we will have to hand up something on the 3rd week and it better be something good.I cant believe we are actually going to be doing this every single week!

~ I may be missing out on something which i hold very dearly to my heart. But somehow or other I'm blessed with God's calming effect on me. His peace surpasses any desire in my heart and I know I'm living to serve Him whole heartedly. Pray for your peace too. ~

I'm in my school's com lab now. The Lecturer din come AGAIN. And we are fooling around.. AGAIN. =) We are supposed to look for websites to critcise and somehow we are laughing like crazy at this stupid website with stuff like Mom's Ice Cream and Bird Watching with a binoculars that look like it's frm my grandfather's Generation. hahaha. And we jus searched in Yahoo " Crappy crappy stuff. " hAhahahahhahaha Poly is Fun.

How very appropriate. AGAIN. =)

Recently I've been,
hopelessly reaching
out for this girl,
Who's out of this world.
Believe me.

She's got a boyfriend
He drives me round the bend,
Cause he's twenty three,
He's in the marines,
He'd kill me.

For so many nights now,
I find myself thinkin' about her now!

'Cause obviously,
she's out of my league
how can I win
She keeps draggin' me in and know
I know I never will be good enough for her.
No, no
Never will be good enough for her.

Gotta escape now
Get on a plane now oooh yeah.
I'm off to L.A and that's where I'll stay ,for two years.
Put her behind me(I'll put her behind me)
Go to a place where she can't find me. Ooooh.

'Cause obviously,
she's out of my league,
I'm wastin' my time
'Cause she'll never be mine
and I know I never will be good enough for her.
no, no
never will be good enough for her

She's outta my hands
and I never know where I stand,
'Cause I'm not,
good enough for her,
(good enough for her),
Good enough,
Good enough,
Good enough, for her,
Good enough for her,
Good enough for her,

'Cause obviously,
she's out of my league,
I'm wastin' my time
'Cause she'll never be mine
and I know I never will be good enough for her.

'Cause obviously,
she's out of my league
how can I win
She keeps draggin' me in and know
I know I never will be good enough for her.

'Cause obviously,
she's out of my league,
I'm wastin' my time
'Cause she'll never be mine
and I know I never will be good enough for her.
no, no
Never will be good enough for her.

This Song rawks. How very appropriate. =) Cant believe i found somewhere which hosted it. The host has great taste!! :D

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain, oh
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

And She will be loved
And She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

She will be loved

Please don't try so hard to say good bye.

I am bored now. There's nothing to do at all!! Sigh. Just idling away my time at the com. School rawked today. The lecturer gave us one hour off. And we ate and talked nonsense. Talked bout all our havok times in secondary school. and we all agreeed dat it was the best times of our lives. How very true. Any ways. we walked around and I signed up for HOCKEY hahaha no other sport really interests me other than hockey and soccer which i most definitely cant make the trails. Yep den went for french lesson which rawked all the way. Had a lot of fun. So.. really enjoyed myself. TODAY IS A HAPPY HAPPY DAY!! =) but i wonder y happy days are always so boring. hmm. oh well.. what to do.

Steven Gerrard. Number 17 of Liverpool. Alan Smith. Most likely 17 of Manchester United. Stupid Number. Stupid age. I'll be in Tekong or Khatib or whatever pumping my butt off. running around touching trees and coming back. The wonderful welcoming atmosphere of jc/poly.. Meeting new friends. Meeting new people. Will we get that far? I noe I'm stupid. I think too much. Something so wonderful and beautiful cannot be thrown away jus like that. I've got my confidence surging back in me. Are you going to smack me right back to where I belong? Is this even necessary? I must stop imagining things. It will not happen. Stop your wishful thinking. What are you Shawn? Are you even worthy?

Congratulations to the Greeks. The underdogs emerging victorious through sheer hard work, team spirit, grit and determination over the highly skilled portuguese to capture the European Cup. What a Fairy Tale. Just shows that Fairy tales do come true in real life. Today rawked. Poly was quite fun. I'm glad I was actually doing something rather then lazing around. Had practical for essentials in Infocomm technology, lecture on communication skills, and lecture on computing maths which was very very fun. Yes Shawn is saying that Math is fun. =) Watched Spiderman 2 on Saturday. It's a really really really great movie. You all should go catch it. Many lessons to be learnt from it. I'm glad I sorted myself out with the help of God. I'm confused no more.

~ I believe there's a hero in all of us. Gives us strength, Makes us noble, Even though some times we have to give up the very things we want the most <--- Spiderman 2 ~

Haha today was spent quite frivolously like all the rest. I ate and slept through the day.. Now the night is young, goin to have fun watching the Czech vs Greece Match later. I think i'm going to become a fattie soon if i aint already one. heh. Oh watched this movie called The Emperor's Club. Quite a nice movie bout a teacher and his group of students in this elite school. Reminded me of the good ole times at ACS straight away. Hahaha read this nice blog bout barker people hahaha. Hmm.. comtemplating if I should link them. Hmm. Today had no nice conversation. =( well, i gave a lot of thought to my reaction to it. I felt a little sad. but it's closer to being indifferent. Hmm. Talked to kim bout Spiderman 2 on Saturday =) Hahaha erene predicted she'll be sick. Mus be she heard i was goin or sth. :p Oh well. Lots of things to ponder on.

~ I will be still. Know you are God ~

In days of yore from western shores
Oldham dauntless hero came
and planted a Beacon of Truth and Light
in this island of the Main.

Here may it stand from year to year
emblem of grand endeavour
The regions round echo the sound
of A.C.S. forever.

(Chorus)
Sing A.C.S. forever more,
our A.C.S. forever.
God save our land and heaven bless
our A.C.S. forever.

Our students hail from China's plains
and the Land of Rising Sun.
We have many sons from India's strand
and the islands of the Main.

Our hearts our hopes our aims are one.
No discord e'er will sever.
We'll stand together for the cause
of A.C.S. forever.

(Chorus again)
Sing A.C.S. forever more,
our A.C.S. forever.
God save our land and heaven bless
our A.C.S. forever.