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I'm bored now so i decided to blog. Last night there was a white in (hahahaha) dat caused a lot of disruption. Especially since i was on the computer talking online. Hmpf. Any ways I was happy last nite and happy today. Yay. Mus be the joy of the Lord. Just feel that He's closer to me now den the past few days and boy does that feel good. Anyway's it's going to be the mouth watering Semi Final clash between the Netherlands and Portugal. Go Oranje!! Arjen Robben... :D yar so it's going to be another stay up late session with weijun. GOOD i can be entertained. i am so bored now. Some one entertaining please come online. Oh yar this saturday is Joshy Oh's birthday!! HAH! i was the only one who remembered :p HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSH!

crap i think i did it again. Hahahahahah i think i officially freaked a gurl out cos i was talkin a lot of nonsense to her evn though i barely knew her lah. well done. Hahhaha maybe i din i dunno lah. Any way if i did who cares lah it's normal. :p Any ways.. i found a perfect example of stupid pple who talk nonsense in their blogs . It's entertainment and stupidity of the purest form. hahahahha any way i am going to link him any one who are super bored or in a need for a good laugh can go to his blog and read every last paragraph to find out more of his love life. HAHAHAHAHHAHA. Ohkay i am starting to sound 4.4-ish dat means i am sounding evil. oops. but really lah. Some one shld tell him bout " i kissed dating good bye " and tell him not to blab so much crap. AHHAHAHAHAHA oh my goodness. this is an excerpt from his blog for a short preview. Eh seriously i think his blog shld be like pay per view or sth. ohk ohk i shall stop being so bad. ani way here it goes. the preview...

ok.. basically.. dis nxt blog is basically meant 4 Kelly lah.. yes.. d Kelly tt i lyk..

Here i lie,
Pondering on thy bed,
Thinking, wondering n missing thy dame..
Secs, mins, n hrs go by,
As thots of u fly..
In my mind,
Its you whom my heart bind..

Heya! Actually, i was lying on d bed at lyk 1AM+, juz thinking of stuff n its funny tt i realised tt most were abt u..yr smile, ur eyes n juz even ur voice, captivates my heart n my whole being leaving me wifout any chance of resisting.. All i can say is tt i miss u quite alot xpecially since dis past few days, i've not been able 2 c u much.. so i guess d poem n stuff (thou it sux, i noe) is juz a brief way of showing how much i miss u.. n 2 show how much u mean 2 me lah.. but d full xtent of it can nv b dscribed by words nor by actions alone.. so yeah.. basically, i cant use nething 2 fully show how i feel 4 u.. neway, juz noe tt..

I'll oways b here 4 u,
Thru thick n thin,
Faith n sin,
My heart is oways here lyk ur skin..

haha.. y skin? well.. coz, its part of d body.. n tts how i wanna b 2 u.. close n oways dere 4 ya.. oways being here n dere 4 ya..

I told u once,
I told u twice,
I'll tell u many tyms,
Tills its a crime.

I'll always be here 4 u,
Frm nite 2 dawn,
Thru 'jack' n thorn,
Juz being here 4 u,
Till probs all gone..

yup.. neway.. i'll b dere 4 u no matter wad happens n no matter when or where.. coz.. simply saying.. i Like YOU! yupz.. take good care of yourself.. remember, if u ever need nething.. i'll b here.. juz buzz me.. keep smiling n b ur cheerful self! Live Life To The Fullest! *hugs* ;p

posted by despo @ 9:11 PM

and eh i din change his posting name to despo or ani thing lah. dat's what he calls himself. what can i say man. really. really. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA I CANT STOP LAUGHING.

Wah today was havoc 4.4 style. i wont blog bout what we did cos dat's jus stupid. and a waste of my blog space. Basically we jus behaved like 4.4 strutting down orchard road and clementi making A LOT OF NOISE. laughing and insulting pple. uh huh. Any way today i am very disappointed in myself. what i said the f word like 10 times lah. and i said other stuff also. Eh i supposedly got rid of it already lah. Stupid but it happens lah. every one was like what the f.. f u lah... shut the f up.. every 10 seconds. but i mus commend joshua oh. i think he said de least or none evn though every one was saying and he played well below his usual standards during pool. A clap for him. Mus be like him nxt week. EH ALL 4.4 PEOPLE NEXT WEEK GO BACK ACS I EAT FRIED PRAWN MEE AGAIN AND PLAY SOCCER AND DO OUR SOCCER AD. AND MOST IMPORTANTLY KOPE THE 4.4 SIGN OFF THE CLASSROOM DOOR. and of course de small matter of collecting our o lvl cert. =)

England lost. England are out of the Euro 2004 finals. Thanks to some stupid refeering and a certain David Beckham. Not to mention England Coach Sven Goran Eriksson's smart decision to withdraw Steven Gerrard. I can't blog now i dun noe what to say. I am in dat screwed up mood where i don't want to do any thing and i just might burst into tears soon. For more whining about the England match please go see wei jun's blog. Dun come and bug me.

What a timely reminder. When i read that blog the truth just hit me hard. That's what the truth can do. The way she described how she felt was jus like how I feel sometimes but struggle to put in words. I've got great friends around me. But yet i desire somthing more. I feel empty. dat's the word.

But that jus not justify your behaviour. How stupid can you get shawn. You don't even know her. The thing I am thankful to God for is that she does not consume my entire life, my entire being.. yet. But being me the 100% passion and emotional person I am, I'm sure it would be the case if the love is rekindled.

Stupid stupid stupid. Watch the things you say. You've kissed dating Goodbye. Where were all ur past morals and promises? If you really do love her. Just keep it as that. And if she really loves you it'll be the same too. Guard her heart. Relationships hurt. And I'm not going to risk getting into one unless I'm ready to get married.

Thanks to the gurl who wrote that blog. You rawk. Thanks for reminding me bout my folly. You sound like a great woman of faith and any one who marries you next time will be a lucky man. In the mean time i'll be prayin for you that you wont fall into temptation like me. Keep your walk with God strong. =)

Love is patient,Love is kind.It does not envy,It does not boast,It is not proud.It is not rude,It is not self seeking,It is not easily angered,It keeps no record of wrongs.Love does not delight in evil but rejoices in the truth.It always protects,Always trusts,Always hopes,Always perseveres.Love never Fails. 1st Corinthians 13:4-8 =)

Hahahahha so happy so happy happy happy happy happy happy!!! Come on England Come on England Come on England!! England make it to the quarter finals after beating Croatia 4-2 with goals coming from Wonder kid Wayne Rooney.. And attacking Midfielders Paul Scholes and Frank Lampard (whom Wei jun says is very shuai) :p When the Croats put in the first goal within 5 mins, English hearts dropped.. But they put up the kind of English Spirit dat made me support them in the first place. The fighting spirit the never going down without a fight. A scramble in goal helped paul scholes equalise for the English leavin the score at 1-1... Paul Scholes who hasnt scored in 3 years for his country has broken his goal drought. What a confidence booster!! =) And rising to the occasian. WAYNE ROONEY. 18 years old this year. A year older than yours truly. Rising up to the occasian. Showing what maturity, what commitment, what vision to score. cooly netting in 2 goals to become the tournament's top scorer. And then leavin Frank Lampard to wrap up England's Victory. This fighting spirit jus reminds me a little of 4.4 how we would encourage each other on our team when we were losing. If we were 1-0 den we wld say " COME ON!! JUST 2 MORE!!" and pple who dun noe us will go.. "Huh? Only one what." "NO. 2 more to win!!" It's all in the heart. =)

Today rawked as usual like any other day that the Lord has made. =) went to church super late cos i woke up super late with a super painful headache. but as auntie cathy and uncle brendon will go " In the morning when i wake!! You will hear my voice Oh God... " Nonetheless i din really put that to practise and i went to church in a really screwed up mood. Oh well. Had a great talk with Michael and Ah neh and immediately felt a lot better. Kim came back today!!! YAY!!! I missed you!! now i wun ever feel bored again!! (and no more ah neh whinings) :p next steph will be gone for 2 months on tuesday!! Sigh what a happy-sad. bitter-sweet moment for me. My bestiestest fren in church gone for TWO MONTHS ( actually i dun care as long as u buy me sth frm Europe ) hahahaha :p Oh and i jus realised that the sending of the nike ad to ur frens thing sucks big time. sigh i'm going to have to dl it myself if i want to let any other people watch it. Hmm. Thank God for all the good things and bad things that are in my life cos they are all there for His purpose. Nothing will get me down from now on. Going to make sure of that. =) might make a 4.4 memories blog entry later just like the one in my previous blog but i'll save that for later.

I just realised I havent been posting much on that one. And many people complained dat it looked gay. Sorry lah. So i jus tore it down and made a new one. Cute huh. I like it. Hmm.. Going to start school in a week. Wonder how it'll be like in Poly. Cant wait for every one to come back frm overseas also den can go back acs i and havoc havoc wooohooo. :p In the process of turning nocturnal cos of Euro 2004. hahaha but it's fun stayin up every nite. DAT'S Y LAH PIOG. :D